RIP

Happy New Year’s Eve

Eight years ago today I was playing a New Year’s Eve gig as a member of Cool Disposistion at a small and intimate club in St. Paul. The gig was a one of the highlights in my musical career because our band was starting a great rise in musicianship. Little did I know, my mother was planning her departure from this world to end the pain that she had suffured for several years due to alcoholisim and depression. Thankfully, a few days earlier we were able to talk to each other on the phone for about two hours which is something we had not done for a very long time. She gave no warning signs of what was to come and seemed more at peace than I have ever noticed. As the band played our last notes of the night, my mother took her last breath after drinking heavily and swallowing a bottle of pills. It would be a few days before anyone noticed that she was not answering her telephone or knocks on the door.

I write this not for attention but for rememberance of what life can be. Good and bad. She had a hard life that offered little comfort for the demons that filled her mind but hopefully she found the peace she was seeking by ending her life. Life will never be the same since she has passed but I know she is watching over me. Despite life’s circumstances I feel blessed for the time we had together. Her love of Eric Clapton laid the groundwork for my love of the blues and the Fender Stratocaster after I would spend hours listening to her copy of the live double LP “Just One Night” and looking at the cover with the coolest guitar in the world.

As the years have passed I have been through several emotional stages in my journey of acceptance of what life has presented and now I am at peace and forgiveness for what has happened. Life isn’t for everybody but there is hope and the never ending possibility of changing things.

RIP Mom, I love you! Gail Wallin (March 23, 1950 – December 31, 2000).

On a brighter note… Happy New Years Eve Everybody! There are plenty of great gigs tonight to fill your blues pleasure. Keep it safe!

Wednesday, December 31, 2008

  • Big Walter Smith – Commander’s Bar (Breezy Point, MN)
  • Cadillac Kolstad – Palmer’s New Year’s Eve Party with Cornbread Harris – Palmer’s Bar (Minneapolis, MN)
  • Cornbread Harris – Palmer’s New Year’s Eve Party with Cadillac Kolstad – Palmer’s Bar (Minneapolis, MN)
  • Davina & The Vagabonds – Tropical Ballroom (Woodbury, MN)
  • Don King – Erte (Minneapolis, MN)
  • Everett Smithson Band – Forada Liquor Bar & Grill (Alexandria, MN)
  • Good Time Willy (w/Bruce McCabe) – Pier 500 (Hudson, WI)
  • Inside Straight Blues Band – Stars & Strikes Entertainment Center (Wyoming, MN)
  • Joe Juliano Trio with Toby Marshall on Organ – Minnesota Music Cafe (St. Paul, MN)
  • Lil’ Ed & The Blues Imperials – Famous Dave’s BBQ (Minneapolis, MN)
  • Minnesota Barking Ducks (w/Boom Boom Steve Vonderharr) – Schuller’s (Golden Valley, MN)
  • The Butanes – Minneapolis Eagles Club (Minneapolis, MN)
  • Thunderheads – Parkway Theater (Minneapolis, MN)
  • Willie Murphy and the Angel Headed Hipsters – Minneapolis Eagles Club (Minneapolis, MN)
  • Willie Walker Band – School of the Wise II (Chanhassen, MN)

Here are a few of my favorite BluesTube YouTube videos of all time…


Sonny Boy Williamson II – Keep It To Yourself


Sonny Boy Williamson II – Nine Below Zero


Sonny Boy Williamson II – I’m A Lonely Man


T-Bone Walker – Live in the UK 1966


Junior Wells – The Hoodoo Man


Junior Wells – Hoodoo Man Blues

Do you have a favorite YouTube video you would like to share? Leave a link in the comments section!